Our common revulsion that massacre all our sleeps. More than just a night of the long knives, pools of bloodbath that can be seen....
Fine, I was being drama again. If I didnt do well for this CT is only myself carry the blame. Losing momentum is really losing the will to walk.
But I want to blog about is how mood spoiltler a message I got from my teacher.
"Can practice the siege coz mr yudai sato is coming to give workshop on 26 july sun."
*Honestly, I kinda hate that song I composed that was last year which was "Imperial Siege". I had another composition which is called "Tales Of Isabella" which was listenable....... But I cant use that.
"Tales is classical. Ms Lian wants your siege composition. Free training famous Jap player in Japan. Better take this opportunity to improve your piece. Tales I will request for next year"
It is a famous man listening to a non-listenable piece (which is the siege). I am seriously going down in embarrassment and prick with shame. BOOOHOOOHOOO!!! If he were to listen to the Tales of Isabelle, I dont think it will be that ma lu~ Because of reading and thinking, I cant concentrate well for my last paper which was B.chem.
But I am kind of looking forward to the next YEF, cause I am planning to compose another song. This time, I am going POP JAZZ! woot!
I was pondering about it quite a few day ago.
"Man has shorter live span as compare to woman, If I were to leave humanity and from my woman on Earth,who will take care of my wife?"
Man has being imply with responsibility from the time he is big enough to know what is right and what is wrong. But are we bounded by the fact that man should be the one accountable for and hold much responsibility without the choice of choosing what they would like to be responsible for in life?
We always believe that it is man who are at fault when a woman get pregnant. But what if the woman get the sperm from the man and got herself pregnant without sex. Does this means that she will have to bare that child even though he dont wish to be with her nor to have the child?
The judge cant possibly issue the verdict that the girl needs to get the child remove. That is totally insane! so what? The woman will have to bare with that child wether the man likes it or not..
But over, it's just a thinking to how sad man are....hahaha!